You say this is a messed up situation, some what complicated, because you feel if you do something wrong then I am gonna go a different direction. I've given you many explanations, just because things aren't the way I envision that doesn't change my disposition. Yeah I get mad, storm out of rooms, and throw my share of fits, but I must admit that it's not the things you do or don't do to make me stay, it's you. Yeah, at times I may think you're being mean, or you may not do or say the right things, and forget the most important things... but your imperfections make you perfect. And when I think not of the things you do but you as a person, despite my anger, my love for you start to surface. If this is still too complicated, just put it this way... if a star doesn't shine, it's still a star, and the moon is still the moon even if it doesn't gleam, so just because you make me mad, doesn't mean I'm not happy. Happiness is not about perfection... in definition is about contentment... being peaceful in ones surroundings, even though every wish is not granted, you have great intensions. And I know every person is different, what makes me happy may make you sad, and what makes you sad, may make another laugh, but what makes me mad doesn't suggest failure on your behalf. So even though this may seem too complicated for you to understand, the only thing you need to remember is with you, my happiness stands.

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