I wish that I was cold and numb like you say I am
Then I could say that I really don't give a damn
But I still have feelings and you know I do
Very deep seated feelings when it comes to you

I planned to spend my life growing old with my best friend
But you up and left me, that seems to be the new trend
No on stays together, at least that's how it seems
Nobody seems to care anymore about hopes and dreams

When you walked away from me my hopes and dreams were shattered
Now my thoughts and memories seem to be all scattered
I never got a chance to try to make everything all right
If only you had talked to me I may have seen the light

But talking was too much for me to ask from you
Without a chance to make things right you said that we were through
I tried to make you understand just what you meant to me
But because of others you just refused to see

Now I'm sinking deeper into this ocean of despair
I don't know how long I can last, I'm running out of air
I wish someone would come along and help me to the shore
I think I'm gonna drown, I can't swim anymore

I'm sick and tired of fighting a fight I cannot win
I never ever imagined doing that again
You swore to me that you would never do this shit to me
But I guess those promises only mattered to me