how could love do this 2 me...

how could the 1 i gave my heart 2 leave me standing in the rain
how could u say u love me so but then use that same mouth 2 cause my pain
i thought we were meant 2 be espcially after all this time
but once again my heart was wrong felt like the bling leading the blind
i love u and i loved us but now all is lost because u couldnt keep it coo
i want u and i wanted us but u hurt me so and i dont kno waht 2 doits like my heart is broken in 2 halves and u dont kno waht u did with yours
i will keep holding on 2 yours during and after the rain pour
i dont kno why i still love u so deeply the way i do
my heart is so wrecked especially with the thoughts of u doing u
it would have been just fine if u were a lil upfront about the situation
but i had 2 find out the same way as always thru some broads hating
 
how could the 1 i gave my heart 2 leave me standing in the rain
how could u say u love me but use that same mouth 2 casue me pain
i thought it would b easy getting over yet another hurdle in my way
but i was wrong this hurdle has me at a satnd-still cus... i... have ... so.. much... to say
how can i say it without making u think i want out
how can i say anything when i kno it will bring the shouts
i thought i was a lot stonger than i relly am
but that is ok becasue i will getthru this even if its all by my DamN
self

u love u lose u occasionally win
but when u lose what helps u rise again?...