Suicidal thoughts,
sadness seeping into his eyes,
for no reason he begins to cry,
he keeps telling me how much he wants to die,
How nobody cares for him,
cursing at God for the miserable life he gave him,
not realizing all the love that surrounds him,
his mind is in a dark place,
feeling like his life is in dispair,
he just sat there and stared,
thats when I really began to get scared,
his hands began trembling,
he realized the world around him was crumbling,
his face turns pale,
his soul turns into a black hole,
his eyes got as dark as coal,
his heart turned to ice,
I knew something was about to go down,
he grabbed my gown,
he grabbed a knife,
thats when I knew he was going to end my life,
he pushed me down,
he put the knife to his throat,
blood spattered all over me,
mixed emotions ran through my head,
I was happy to be alive but sad that he was dead,
all I thought about was putting his body in the shed,
I called 911 instead,
the kitchen floor became red,
from all his bloodshed,
I got thrown into an insane asylum,
Cause they thought I was fucked up in the head,
then I woke up,
Damn!
That was one hell of a dream.