Memories of the days of old and frolicking on lonely, dark nights.
Dancing in the sand and moonlight.
Memories of good nature, pure, in heart and soul.
Love was a big word.
For me, helpless and alone I struggled to love only,
To turn up lost and forgotten.

Memories of days of old and passed days,
Only to fall in love and not know.
How to not know?
Shy and naive of the truth.
Innocence forgotten.
No, innocence abound!
Joy of days of old, lost and forgotten.

Memories of snuggling accidentally in the friend's domain.
Comfort, peace, tranquility.
Love of truth, truth of love.
Hand around my waist then but not frail.
Power of fertility but still did not touch.
Respect, power and yet respect.
Just to steal a kiss on Christmas under the mistletoe.
Confusion, fear utmost...
Questioned motive, but just love.
I did not know.

Confusion in the days of old but love existed?
Did you love?
Yes, you said it.
Though I could not say it.
Now, I regret. Sadness abounds.
If only... that night we would have danced and kissed maybe.
I regret missing that night where love might have grown.
How sad I am now.
Wishing you were here not to listen but to laugh,
Filling the house with your prescence and laughter.

Days of new,
Sadness grows,
Feelings of darkness grow,
Impossible in days of new.

Now, my time lessens and mind grows weary.
Missing you.
Fear of seeing you only because of me.
A mess I am.
I'm scared but strong.
A future awaits.
Can't bring passed days back.

I crave your heartstrings, past and present.
Future cries out,
"Come back".

Days past...I hurt you.
Over and over and still you love.
I don't deserve..but, yet, I regret.
Letting myself decay in the oceans of my mind.
Feeding my heart to the sharks.
Pain of losing...

Hope?
There has to be hope.
Hope of your love.
Five years have passed since you made me laugh.
Can I earn your love back?

Will I ever find you?
Like two ships in the endless sea,
Is it likely to pass once again,
dance on the shores of moonlight,
as if kids once again but grown?