Me against the world

I feel like it's me against the world.
Sometimes I don't fit in,
feeling insecure
trying to scream but I'm mute.
No one sees me hurting
cause I keep it all inside.
Hiding from those around me.
I'm afraid of saying how I'm feeling
cause I know I'm gonna cry.
It's hard admitting that I'm in trouble,
and need a helping hand.
Guide me to that happy place
where my thoughts escape
from this paper to your ears
not getting help and getting worse is what I fear.
I wish someone could help me,
for I am feeling low.
My life is stuck in the gutter
and I don't know where to go.
I'm reaching out.. yet..
I'm too far away
to finally find the one
the one to help make me feel like I belong.