some of my Jr. high and high school work. *please don't steel give credit*

            Hidden beauty

Her hidden beauty is what she hides

Hides herself behind her own lies

Lies to herself thinking she’s not strong and beautiful

Beautiful but never believing she’s amazing and wonderful

So wonderful to everyone in her world

The world that hasn’t seen her sands be purled

Purled in to the beautiful person she is now

Now that beautiful person I have found some how

How she can’t see her own beauty

See how beautiful she is to me

Oblivious to the truth

The truth of her own beauty

 

            Perfect

Your perfect to me

In every way you possibly could be

Blind to your own beauty

To blind to see you’re a cutie

I’ve been trying to tell you this for days

Trying to tell you many different ways

But you don’t think its true

But honestly I do

I love you the way you are

Ill always love you no matter how far

Don’t ever stop being you

Don’t ever stop doing what you do

Because you’re perfect to me

In every way you possibly could be

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Need

You’re a person with low expectations

A person with no rules no limitations

Some one who will take what they can get

The nicest person I’ve met

Someone who will always be there

Even if I don’t treat you fair

Some one who deserves better, needs the right one

Some one who will love you a ton

Some one who will be there for you when ever you want

Some one who never leaves you and never taunt

I wish I could be that person you need so dear

But for some reason it always ends in a tear

I love you enough to let you go so you can see

That you can be with someone else and be happy

I cant do all you need I wish I could explain

But I don’t like to see you sad or in pain

I just want you to be happy

Even if it’s not with me

Then soon we’ll both move on

And soon we’ll both be over and gone

 

                        If only I could explain

I loved you from the moment you caught my eye

I knew you were the person who’d stand by

Even from the beginning you were so sweet

The sweetest person id ever meet

We go through hard times and we go through some fights

But I always find my self in your arms raped tight

Your some one I love some one I trust

I like you

I love you

Ill hate you

Then push you away

But I’m always someone you lust

I never know how I feel

Like a hamster in a spinning wheal

It goes round and round

Until your thoughts are found

I feel bad like you should move on

But it would be so hard if you were really were gone

Some days would be empty filled with no hope

Some days I will be happy and not cope

But I don’t know how to explain it to you

I just never know what to do

 

            Keep holding on

Remember the good times together

Holding each other for warmth in rainy weather

Being at peace laying next to you

Making precious moments I never knew

I look back on it and miss it

Miss the fire in my heart you lit

The touch that made my heart warm and bright

Miss when you said you loved me and held me tight

I wish I just had a couple more days

That things were like the old ways

 

            Notice

Many people take for garnet what they rightfully think is theirs

Sorry for the tings I didn’t say like how you’re the best ting in my world

The things I never thanked you for

All the small things that I would ignore

Always thinking that you would always be there

And not notice or not even care

Always expecting

And never accepting

Everything I don’t notice now

Always hurts me some how

 

            You

To beautiful for the single words of the mind

To sweet for all the taste buds ones mouth can find

To happy for the worlds dark gloom

Brighter than the brightest hour of noon

The most love ones heart can give

The best life that one can live

The silver lining the gold at the end of the rainbow

The radiant smile that makes you glow

The hope that sparks the heart

This is only the start

Of the long list of the things I love about you

Of all the wonderful things you are and all the amazing things you do

Karma

Karmas the Neighbor to bitch

Which I hat more I don’t know which

Everything goes around

If you start in the sky you'll eventually end up on the ground

It goes in a circle and some day it will come back to you

It all goes around everything you do

David’s a bitch to Caitlin. Caitlin’s a bitch to me, and now I’m a bitch to you

It’s just how it has to be

            Suppose to be

If were not suppose to be

Then how come your hand fits so perfectly?

And your touch is so warming and kind

How come you’re always on my mind?

If were not suppose to be…

Then how come I love every time you’re with me?

And my heart skips a beat

How come your kiss is so tender and sweet?

Don’t tell me were not suppose to be

If so… then what do you call this feeling between you and me

 

            Be there for me

Let your words give me hope

When times a tough and I can not cope

Promise everything will be all right

When my heart is broken hold me tight

Walk with me hand in hand

When I’m lonely take action and stand

Lesson to me when I talk

Don’t turn around and walk

 

            Where it went wrong           

The twinkle in your eyes

Gave me butter flies

Made me blush and get all red

Ill always remember when you said

When you said you loved me

When you set my heart free

Ill always remember…

The first time we kissed

The first time we wished

That we would always be together

That we would be forever

That you would be with me

That we would always be

Now that I look back I wonder…

What happened?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

            Dedicated

To someone I love

To some one I miss

To some one I hug

To some one I kiss

To the person who loved me dear

To the person who held me near

Who made me smile and laugh out loud

And choose me out of a crowd

The person I loved

The person I miss 

That person I loved

That person was you

 

            Hidden beauty

Only if you old see

How beautiful she can be

Only if she knew that she belongs with me

She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen

A smart girl and just a young teen

Looking for some one to love with all her heart

Someone who will love her and never part

Some one who will be faithful forever

Some one who’s smart and clever

And never leave her side

Stayed there until she died

She just doesn’t know that I’m that person

That person to take care and listen

But one day I will show her

Then she will know for sure

That I’m that person

One day

Looking at you through the corner of my eye

Watching every time you walked by

Never knowing who I am

Never raising a welcoming hand

Unable to say hi

To afraid and shy

You take my breath away

When you walk my way

When you look at me

I wonder if we could ever be

Just you and me

So hopefully you'll come to see

Its true

Me and you

            Tonight

Sing skip

Shake that hip

Put a little wiggle in it

Keep going you’re a hit

Sing a little louder

Stay a little longer

Dance with me tonight

Be with me in the spot light

Feel the music through you

Lets se what you can do

Show your teeth and smile

Don’t leave just stay for a while

Laugh out loud

And mingle with the crowd

Every thing feels right

Please just dance with me tonight

 

            The truth

Always wanting to hold on

Never believing you’re gone

Imaging us kissing

Hoping and wishing

For you to come back

You left me for what I lack

I dream of you being here

Me fighting fear

Being your brave solder

Being the one you make wonder

Looking back on the day I met you

Looking back on the things we use to do

It all seemed so great

It all seemed like fate

Never knowing your side

Never knowing what you hide

Never knowing how you really feel

That none of it was real

You just got up and left

Leaving a whole in my heart of great depth

 Left alone sad and broken

All my words left unspoken

 

 

 

 

 

            Love

For every star in the sky

Another love must die

For every day that is bright

There’s another lonely night

For every love that can’t be found

Another hand is to be crowned

When the last heart is broken

And the last words are spoken

You will under stand

That love needs a lending hand

Then next time you'll know

That love is something more than you say…

Its something you show

 

            Alone or broken

I want to talk to you

I’m lonely and out of place

Laying under the stars

Watching them glow

Tired of trying to save you

You’re finally coming back to me

I don’t know what to do

Take you back in

To hurt me once again

Or to shut you out

And be alone

My feelings I can’t resist

My love for you is deep

My heart still week

Your smile so warming

Scary how easily I fall in to your arms

So scared to be alone

But to scared to be hurt again

To scared to let you love me

 

            The small things

I miss you being there

Running my hands through your hair

Staying up late

Going on a date

I miss every thing you say

Doing every thing your way

I loved having you

I loved seeing you

Being with you

             Need you

I see you I start to melt

Trying to hold back everything I felt

It’s killing my heart

For you and me to be apart

I miss you I want you

It’s not clear

But I just want you here

 

You said you’d be there

They’re to hold my hand

To write my name in the sand

You said that we would always be together

That we would be forever

You said you loved me so much

Now you’re not with in my touch

To look at the clouds above

To show each other our love

You said that we would always be

Then how come your not here with me

You said you would always be there

You left me waiting

I started debating

And decided you were gone

That some how you moved on

Or just passed me by

But you never explained why

 

            Beauty of the day

When you eyes sparkle in the moonlight

Everything feels all right

I feel like I with my true love

Wail I lay in my bed and stair at the stars above

I cant but help but think of your beautiful face

My body starts to tingle my heart starts to race

I’m falling head over heals for you

I’m going crazy over everything you do

I hope this feeling never ends

I hope we’ll be friends

I hope we’ll be together

I hope we’ll be forever

I just have to get this off my mind

Because another person like you I might not find

 

 

 

Truly love

You’re in love with some one

When you love them a ton

When they’ve moved on and you know it’s not done

When you know for sure there the one

They’re the person leavening you saying “whoa”

There every song you know

Every place you go

The person you'll always follow

But even though there gone

You can’t seem to move on

And your heart they’ve won

Every time you get push down

You always rebound

Every time you’re pushed away

You’re always there to stay

They’re the person you truly love

 

I love you

I love you I love you I love you

What more could I say what more could I do

To show I really love you

With all my heart with all my trust

With all my might with all my lust

I’d love you till the end of time

Another one like you I refuse to find

Its true

I love you

 

                                  Life

My life changes every day

Weather I like it or not it dose any ways

I know I liked you before

But this time I like you even more

You’re impossible to ignore

For you’re the person I adore

Now I tell you this openly

You have my heart so don’t hurt me

I want to try it again

Your heart I have to win

Build your trust

Show you I must

I let you down

I wasn’t aroun

But now I am here for you

I saw what I lost and I knew

I never wanted to live another day with out you

And I would do any thing I could do

Just to get you back in my life

You talk to me as your wife

And being together forever after

Sharing each others laughter

Growing old in your arms

Keeping you away from all harms

Your love putting me in a trance

Thank you for a second chance

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Pain

You play with my heart

You love me

You hate me

You just don’t know where to start

I make mistakes

I mess up I learn and

Do what it takes

With every person you kiss we fade away

Then with every close touch I remember

With you I want to stay

I keep hoping I keep dreaming

Ill be with you

Ill wait for you with my heart open for you to take me

For you to realize, for you to know

I love you

For you to see

You love me to

 

            Useless

So tired of your words

So done with wishing

Done with pushing

Stop trying to be cool

Your acting like a fool

If only you could let it be

You would see…

How much you love me

You make everything so complicated

You get me so worked up and frustrated

I can leave I can go

But my heart tells me no

Truth is I love you

More than I want to

Now I cant go

No not now that you know

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When I woke up this morning

I woke up this morning with this feeling

A feeling I can’t explain

I couldn’t breath I couldn’t sleep

It’s a feeling of being lost

But a feeling of being free

I woke up this morning with a though of you in my head

Thinking of a thought unimaginable

I couldn’t think of any thing else

I woke up this morning with this idea

It’s a crazy wonderful idea

But at the same time unbelievable, imposable

When I woke up this morning I had a plan

A plan that no one would follow

It couldn’t make things worse

It’s a clean wonderful plan

A plan of starting over

A plan of being someone new

I woke up this morning with a dream

A dream of being with you

Honest love

Only if you honestly knew

How much I truly love you

Your smile

Your wonderful style

Your beautiful face

Your amazing grace

Your curvy body

You one real hottie

So whenever you’re ready to

I’ll be ready for you

So take me by the hand

And then you'll understand

How much I honestly love you

And you’ll truly love me to

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lost and found

I loved you

And I lost you

Then I got you back

But as a different person

I had lost a girl

And got back a woman

I lost the girl I fell in love with

And got back a woman I loved

I lost a lover

And found a best fiend

            Why

Why 

Why try so hard if all you do is make me cry

Why try so hard when all you do is lie

Why…

Because I love you so much

Because I long for your touch

I know I love you

I don’t know how not to

You smiled

You drove me wild

 

            Lost love

You don’t always say, “I love you”

But I truthfully know you do

You sometimes think you’ve gotten replaced

You should know that my love is never misplaced

You know I’ll always love you forever

You know that some day well be together

So don’t be scared

But stay prepared

Soon well be again

Soon we’ll show our love from with in

 

 

 

 

 

Scared but in love

I can’t tell you how I feel

It will ruin every thing we tried so hard to heal

Even though I still feel the same way

I wish I could tell you every day

I love you as a friend

But there’s a part of me that wishes we could have been

But time have helped us through

And I can’t ruin what I now have with you

 

            Sorry

I did all I could do to hate you

But when you hugged me I knew

I had a small crush

Being with you gave me a rush

I was floating in the air

Whatever happened I didn’t care

When you left me

The reason I couldn’t see

It really hurt bad

For a really long time I was sad

You moved on now your gone

I betrayed your trust

So hate me if you must

I’m sorry but know ill always love you

But I can understand if even our friendship is through

 

            What happened?

I hated you

Then I wanted you

I got you

Then I lost you

Now I miss you

And I want you

You hated me

Soon you liked me

Then you wanted me

You got me

And you loved me

Then you let go of me

You missed me

But still hated me

 

 

 

Pains of the Heart

Still mad

Hurt and heart broken

You’re mad,

Mad at your self

Mad at me

Mad for loving me and hurting me

For letting me go

And not coming back

Mad that it wasn’t perfect

That it was so hard

 That it was so exhausting and frustrating 

That nothing could go right

That nothing worked out

Mad that all you wanted was me

That the only thing you hated was me

We both knew we wanted each other so bad

But both to stubborn and hard headed

Both resented what didn’t happen

What we did

Both asked. Asked our selves

Why not, what happened?

How come this didn’t work?

How can I get so much pleasure?

But be in so much pain

Why When I’m with you I sing

And When I’m not I cry

How can something be so perfect?

But so wrong

Why… why dose it have to be so hard

When all I want to do is love you

 

Same shame

I’m always the one to blame

 But I’ll always love you the same

If you love or hate me it doesn’t matter either way

Ill love you the same every day

No matter how mean you are to me

Or tease me just let it be

When you push me down

Ill stay around

Ya ill always be behind you

And believe in every thing you do

But I wont always agree to

I always manage to pick my self up again

No matter how hard I hit ill stay where I’ve been

            Love

When I look at a cloud or a puddle on the ground

My heart starts to pound

I think I see your face

At home in the streets in every place

Every breath I take

Every move I make

It’s you I think of

Its true love

Even though I pretend I’ve moved on

Even though I know you’re gone

I still care for you

But no longer love to

 

Hate

I’m so mad

If I never met you I would be glad

I don’t understand you

Why you do the things you do

I don’t even know what to say

My feelings towards you change every day

You make me feel so used

Beaten down and confused and abused

Even though it’s mental it hurts bad

I get depressed and real sad

You play with my heart and my mind

A real friendship is what I’m trying to find

Or love just as long as it’s true

But I know it won’t be if it’s with you

This is just some thing I had to say

Not tomorrow but right away

Because tomorrow I know I wont feel the same

So in this situation you’re the one to blame

 

            How come

I lived fine with out you before I met you

Now that I’ve met

You I cant live another day with out you

For all the hours I’ve spent with you

For each wakening moment I’ve been with you

I’ve grown closer

More attached

Now that you’re gone

It’s hard to move on

 

 

            Looking back

8th grade was a wonderful time

Myself is what I was trying to find

My best friends are what I got

Good friends where I was taught

The beginning of the year was not easy

All the “cool” people were actually really sleazy

Ya I went through some difficult stuff

It all seemed hard but now it doesn’t seem so tough

Just remember everything happens for a better reason

So don’t mind all of the hurting and the teasing

It was an awesome year

So for you there’s nothing to fear

This is the true year you find yourself

And who you’re going to be for the rest of your health

Enjoy this year

Don’t listen to what you hear

Only listson to your voice

Don’t follow the crowed make your own choice

Don’t get caught up in all those lies

Just keep your friends and your guys ties

 

Scared love

I begin to tremble when I see you

And I don’t know what to do

I fill with fright

When you’re in sight

My heart starts to raise

When you look at my stunned face

The thought of being with you is unexplainable

It’s a mystery how anyone can be so beautiful

 

            Forever

To be different is to be great

Which some people like and some hate

To be loved by another is a wonderful power

It never gets old wit each passing hour

To be loved by another is better than anything

Just waiting for their special ring

Love is never lost or forgotten

It never gets old or rotten

It’s just misplaced

Never replaced

Just because you’re alive doesn't mean your living

Life isn’t about what you getting it’s about what you’re giving

 

            Done

Its over … just quit

You missed it

You had your chance

You could of fucking got in her pants

She's over you, you cant win

You’ll never have this chance again

Is over she moved on

Its over its gone

You had the chance you bailed out

Why did you even think, there was nothing to doubt

You fucked up your such a wussy

Why do you have to be such a pussy!

You’re a fuck up

God its all your fault

I hate you mass

I hat you everything suck ass

I wish you would fucking die

This isn’t fair…why

I want to go its all your fault

What was you fucking problem why did you halt

What I would give to have you by my side

I hate my self I wish I would of tried

 

            Miss you

You’re always on my mind

I think about you all the time

What I really miss

Is your hug your kiss

You’re all I got all the love I know

I never wanted to let you go

Now your love is hazing

I just remember your amazing

I love you so much

I long for your touch

I can’t stop thinking of you

And everything you do

The thing I miss the most is your smile

I haven’t seen that in a while

I will love you forever

Forever ill want to be together

 

 

 

 

 

            Being with you

The presents of anther

No way I don’t want any other lover

If you want me to stay ill never leave

If you want me to stay we’ll always be

You dating me

Holding and in hand were out late at night

I'm your girlfriend and everything feels all right

But this is just this is just the beginning

And my head is already spinning

Best part being with someone you love

Someone you can’t get enough of

Some one who wants to be with you

Some one who loves every thing you do

 

            Happy for now

Will we fall apart?

Or will we loving each other from our heart

When I found I love you a ton

My search was over it was done

I found that love was right before my eyes

I saw past all the lies

And I found what was searching for

The first time I held you in my arms I need not look any more

Every time you say my name

I heat up like a burning flame

I knew love is what I found

I heat up and can’t cool down

Some way some how

You made it all right for now

 

            Don’t be Afraid

I'm so afraid to love you

Because i’m so afraid to lose you

Never let your life pass you by

Because when you look back

All you have are the memories you made

So live your life to the fullest

Sing and smile when you’re glad

Remorse and cry when you’re sad

Don’t hold back any of your feelings

Dream on about your favorite things

It’s never to late

You can always change your fate

You fall so you can learn to pick your self back up again

Some day your going to die and you don’t know when

            Caitlin

I don’t know what to think right now I'm so confused

I don’t know if you’re for real or if I'm just being used

Just some things you say

Got me feeling good and happy all day

But other times when you talk about how you’re unsure

The future of our ration ship becomes a blur

I don’t want to be someone’s experiment

I want to be something you meant

I don’t want to be a mistake I want you to love me for real

Because I know its real what I feel

You’re someone I really adore

Some one I would die for

So please think about me being for real

I promise I'm someone no one can steal

 

            Stuck in A moment with you

Everything about you is so beautiful

Being wit you is wonderful

Hold you in my arms tight

Everything feels right

No worries, not ashamed

Because you I clamed

Our song came on “I didn’t mean I didn’t love you so…”

I should have held to you tight and never let you go

“WE BELONG TOGETHER…”

When I'm with you there’s no better

I can’t sleep at night when you’re on my mind

A sweet felling and kind

I think of you and I feel secure

And there's nothing to fear

When you put your arms around me

I look up at you and I see

Your beautiful face

Looking back knowing there's no time to waist

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

            Now that I’ve met you

I dot care any more

I feel clean for once

I’ve never felt better

I feel clear and clean

And wonderful and free

I feel crazy and I love it

I cried and got it all out

I feel happier than I ever have

I don’t need you

I have someone new

I’ve steeped out of the ordinary

I can’t stop smiling

I know I got a lot of problems right now

But I don’t care because all I can think of is you

And your beautiful face

And all the wonderful times with you

I can control my destiny

My own destiny no one else but me

It’s my life my time and I want to live it my way

And all I want to do is spend it with you

 

            Over gone

Well you know what I don’t care

If your not there

I want you to know Im tried

And I fucked up I hope your satisfied

This side of me I’ve never shown

But I hate it when I'm alone

When ever I'm near

You seem to disappear

Why cant you just let me be

You just yell and scream at me

I gave you a special ring

Now I wish I never gave you that thing

When ever I'm down

You’re never around

So I don’t care if you die

I don’t care if your dreams don’t fly

So good-bye

Why I bother with you I don’t know why

 

 

 

 

 

            What is going on?

I'm so mad at Caitlin

No matter what I do I can’t win

No matter how much I cry

No matter how hard I try

I lose I'm tired of it

Well you know what I quit

First she stole Cara from me

Ya ok ill let that be

But it still wasn’t right

Now she’s stolen Zowee she’s just asking for a fight

Go ahead tempt me with that

Ill beat your ass with a bat

She’s such a bitch I hate you

I'm so mad I don’t know what to do

She’s steeling my friends one by one

You know what I'm not having any more fun

And now I'm going to make you pay

I want things my way

There's no going back now

So deep in even if you wanted out you wouldn’t know how

*****************!

But now I know, why they left me

Because you’re better to be

And I do love you so

And I now I never wana let you go

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

            Hate

God I hate you so much

I wish you would just burn in hell

Yet I still love your touch

I love you because I hate you I just can’t tell

I don’t know what to do

I hate when they’re all over you

They’ll take advantage

Its something I can’t manage

I want to help you but you deserve it

So screw you I don’t give a shit

But I know deep down in side ill miss you

I don’t know I need help I love you

I just don’t know if you would

But I know someone like you could

Hurt me more than the rest

But I still want to be your best

But I'm not I failed

It gets serous and you bailed

I'm ashamed of us you and me

But I can’t fight it I want it to be

So bad but I know it never will

Because you’re a slut and it kills

Me its your fault not mine

Its you not me so no longer will I whine

Ive accepted that you and me

Just will never be

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

            Cara

I hate this shit I'm so confused

I feel so used

You think I'm your toy your fool

Well guess what I'm not

I can’t believe I thought you were cool

You think you’re hot

Not every one thinks so

You walk around so tall

You’re just a hoe

I can’t wait till you fall

I hope I'm there to see

You'll wonder why no one had your back

Ill just let you be

You'll see true friends is what you lack

Then you will finally see

You never had a better friend than me

You'll realize, you’re the fool of the school

You never had any other real friend

I would have been there till the end

 

Tiered

My life feels like a hurricane

I'm going insane

It all happened at the basketball game

Everyone I loved went up in a flame

I really did try

And now I can testify

I felt what it meant to love and lose it

And how much it hurt the hardest of all my pride it hit

I don’t really feel well

Actually I feel like hell

I was just enjoying the ride

Then I found out what you hide

I always tried to be braver

Tried to be the one you favor

I'm so tired of living

Tired of giving

Never receiving

No one ever believing

 

 

 

 

 

 

            Be careful

Who do you think you are?

You act like a snob and wont get you far

So you better straiten up quick

Or soon you'll get an ass kick

I hate having to watch you make mistakes

One cold dark night is all it takes

For someone person to come and hurt you

Who knows what they’ll do

Do you remember any thing you were taught?

To respect everything you got

No you don’t remember any of it

I always take your shit

You may not know but I do care

But I know this feeling we don’t share

 

            You

You were something unplanned

You were unpredictable

But when I think of it all seems right

I'm having the time of my life

You always light up my day

No matter where I go I always

Feel your there

When I dream it’s you I see

You make me believe and hope

 

Here for you

To this I pray

Let light shine this day

For all the little boys and girls

And if were quiet and don’t make a noise

We will hear how truly beautiful life can be

And then you'll see… you belong with me

You always have my heart

You had it from the start

When I lay my head down at night

I pray for everything to be all right

And I told you

That I will always be here to hold you

So any day you fall or feel down

Don’t worry because ill always be around

Ill catch every tear drop you cry

And for you I would die

So stand up strong

Stay where you belong

And then you will be

The best for me

 

Sean

Thank you, you are my best friend

You were always there till the end

You loved me through thick and thin

You had my back since I don’t know when

You always make me smile and laugh out loud

You’re not just another face in the crowd

You stand out to me you mean a lot

And sometimes you’re all I got

You don’t care what people say

And I love you because you showed me the way

I know you disapprove of something’s I do

You might not know but I really lesion to you

Thank you so much for always being there

 

            What to do

My knees start to shake when you’re in sight

My mind filled with wonder my heart filled with fright

When will this feeling stop

When did it start?

How can I lesion to my mind with out breaking my heart

I'm so confused I don’t know what to do

If I should ignore it or just give it time

My heart controls my mind

I just want to be with you