The Two Of Me
Two people I have learned to be,
one is hidden inside of me.
The one outside that everyone can see,
tries to act happy and somewhat carefree.
But most of the time i'm lonely and scared,
and I try to act like it's not even there.
Deep inside behind my mask,
lives all the hurt and hauntings of the past.
I'm a torn and tortured person inside,
and sometimes it's oh so hard to hide.
It never leaves it's always inside,
and many times i've cried, and cried, and cried.
There's always something there to remind me,
of the things I would like to leave behind me.
I would like to get rid of these things,
all of them including the dreams.
I want to cast out all the pains,
get out of all these chains.
Cast out all the heartaches,
and forget all the heartbreaks.
I try to overcome all of my sorrows,
but I know there's more coming tomorrow.
I can't comprehend what lifes all about,
and everywhere I turn I feel shutout.
With everything I do I face obstructions,
and everywhere I go there's so much corruption.
In my mind there is no doubt,
what I need is a quick way out.
So now I have come to this deduction,
I feel like I am getting closer and closer....
to the EVE OF DESTRUCTION.
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