thinking about life

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    thinking about life

          was he ever really happy?
         not from the photos i see
         most fathers are happy when they take a picture with there family
         but not he.As i look back on memeories
         i wondered why he really ask to marry me?
         i had his 1st child and maybe he was scared,but not to me
         maybe he was not really feelin me
         was i his trap for why he didnt really leave?
         i thought things were good,at the age of 15
         what do u really know about love?age 17 i said i do
         by the age of 20 for him,he played cool
         had another child by him,this time life became more
         than he was my man,now hes a father to 2 kids and my husband
         they say things as children grow,many man grow up
         and take hold,so many learn the facts of life
         many still stay a boy and never learn life
         all the arguments left us a stray
         i finally left the place i called home
         moved to a place far far away from where i belong
         only to see the one i truly loved act so differently
         right in front of my face,i thought i knew him
         but behind my back he would forget me
         it took many many years for me to finally leave him
         to say i walk away from it all and nothing could keep him
         from actin the way he was,they say u cant change a person
         but from a man u can change,i thought he was my one n only
         in time i see some men dont care if your lonely
         was he ever really happy with the fact that i wont take his mess?
         was he ever really happy that i am raising his kids?
         will he ever see that in time how he did me wrong
         how all of this came to me putting him out his home
         he blames me for all the name calling,but i blame him for all his wrongs
         basically nobody is perfect,but never settle for less ladies when we know
         we deserve more than what a man is giving out
         put God 1st and u can never go wrong,
         this man might put you through pain but God will carry u and ur soul
         some u win and some u lose,what you didnt learn back then
         you can now be able to choose,its them or its you?which one u choose?

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    phatdaddee commented on thinking about life

    09-28-2010

    Scripture says "He who findeth a wife findeth a GOOD THING!" It however does not say he will know how to treat her. We all make kistakes but the knowledge comes in not repeating them. Good poem!
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    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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