I’m sick of it

Im sick of this society.

I’m sick of people feeling bad for me

I am sick of the :I’m sorry,” and the “if you ever need to talk"

Cause guess what

I don’t need it.

I don’t want it

I kno what happened to me was sick.

I kno it was wrong

And I kno it was unfair

So please don’t remind me

I kno what happened

I also kno that I lived

I kno I made it

And I made it with out your pitty

I lived with out your “support”

And I got back up

and I’m still standing

And I did it on my own

i did it with out your help.

I did it with out your talks

And I did it with out your apologies.

I’m lucky,

 I can do that

I can say that

A lot of people can’t

Most of the people who have been through this

Still need help

They need to get that little push

The one that will get them to tell or get them help

And I hope that if you are one of those people

This is your push

That This helps you

Because I know what it feels like

Thinking I was the only one, I was a freak

Thinking I was dirty

But I was wrong

Look, I could throw facts and numbers out you

But I’m not gonna

I could stand here and tell you all day that

“it’s all right you can tell someone its for the better”

But I don’t wanna

Cause its up to you

And to those of you who are thinking

“God, not another rape story these are getting so old”

Get over it

Cause if you don’t open your eyes you’ll just have to keep on hearing them

And to every one who wants to turn the other cheek

I pray that you don’t

I pray that you look anyways

Because it’s hard

Its hard to think someone could do that

But they can

They don’t care how badly it hurts someone else

 because they enjoy it

they like it

and as badly as it hurts

to hear someone say that

it’s the truth

so please hear me out

help someone who needs it

and stop bugging people who don’t

because even if they are easier

there are people who need your help

and people who want it.,

even if they say they don’t.

to whom this may concern

do me a favor

the next time you look around

try to see the truth

                                                                                                -sincerely,

                                                                                                       Jane Doe