What is this That I feel?

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     This Poem Came About, Because the State of idaho  Came in to my home & took my Childaway from me because he was born Different, & although i was promised  Regular visits with him, the new adopted mom Deny's me that, As she Selfishly Hits my Son, Because he shows interest in me, tho i was not charged with a crime, i still lost my life. I begg her & beg her, to let me  see him, & she knows she has power, to hurt me, All iwant is to be in my son's life. that is what this is about...  My Torment. thank you for taking time to read this & my poem. Bless all of you.

    What is this That I feel?

       Is this what it feels like?
     Like some weird Disease?
     To Feel so sad & hurt inside,
     To cry with open ease?
     Where Does it Come From,
     Why Do i feel this way?
     Is this How life is...Is this pain here to stay?
     Is It just sadness that I wear,
      Or Depression that I feel,
     Where on earth did it come from??
     Is this even Real?
     It Hurts inside, All of the time,
     So i sit here & Cry...
     I know i should be happy
     Tho im not & Can't tell you why.
      It's Dark  cold & lonely..
     In this Body that I keep,
     It Feel so sad, Feels so weird,
     And all i Do is Weep.

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    kdarcy commented on What is this That I feel?

    12-05-2009

    Sorry to say, it is all too real for you. Some good lines in the piece, " in this body I keep ". I hope this nightmare works it way out for everyone benefit. be well, k
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    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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