Who Am I

As I sit and wonder about the person who I have become
through life's tribulations and how I have been loved
The downfalls, the accomplishments, the disappointments
so real, wondering how I ever could heal.

Disappointment so real, exchanging one for another
wondering why I here and feeling a raw deal.

I have no one to blame but myself for settling for something
the easy way out.

I look in the mirror and see a stranger, who deserves much more.
I put too much importance about loves rewards, that my expectations
of love, much to foolish.

The people in this life can be so selfish, I don't seem to fit in. I bring the pain of disappointment upon my self that sometimes I wonder if
life is worth living and I catch myself.  No cowards way out and no
giving up.

I don't know everything but when I make a mistake the only person to blame is myself.