your pain

for god sake why
why did you tell me
why did you have it where i can see
why why why
my eyes are in tears
and i have to smile and say it ok
to say i'm ok
to say your ok
but man why
why did you say it
why did you say it where i could hear it
i watch you and yes i long for you but
why why why
to learn that your in pain
to learn that i'm not that only one
why did you say it
why did it even come to your mind
and why did you pick this
all i wanted to know was that you was ok
but i heard the turth
i heard the turth and now
and now i feel your pain
i feel the pain you tried to hide from me
and i tell you
why
why did you pick this
and why did you let it get to me
cause this pain hurt
and this pain is eatting me up inside