God are you the one?

I ask because

yes i get my fill of bible scriptures

but at the end of the day i still have an addiction

to hard liquor

or if i see a nigga im beefin with

in the streets

will they leave me bleeding

and deceased 

or will they say

i kno u go to church so can u help me?

cuz i cant really see who im supposed 2 be

especially since I gotta keep a piece on me....

So God are you the one?

I ask because i wonder if you'll make a change so great

everyone around me will have to change

instead of stayin loyal to the dope and weed game

selling pies

to everybody tryna get high....

or will you let everyone around me

continue to crumble and die

like myleek did

before he was even old enough to drive....

So God are you really the one?

Im really wonderin

to tell you the truth

because i really dont wanna end up

like the rapper proof

and get shot down in cold blood

by a couple "thugs"

that were hatin on me

cuz a couple people showed me love...

So god i really need to know

cuz im not a dove....

i just really need to know there's something better than this

and that i can rise above.....