Isolate, isolate, isolate
I feel cut off from the rest of the world.
Isolate, isolate, isolate
Is there somebody out there is there, anybody that cares?
Isolate, isolate, isolate
Im feeling alone again, am I really alone?
Isolate, isolate, isolate

Here without you, someone to hold me, feeling cold.
Wanting some warmth, where did she go, all by myself,
starting to unfold. When will she come back?
Color my mind and clear it from black.
Breaking cycle, crack in my surface
Life full of shit, feeling worthless. Pain cuts through me, the sensation
bleeds into my soul, missing pieces, I yurn to be whole.

Isolate, isolate, isolate
I feel cut off from the rest of the world.
Isolate, isolate, isolate
Is there somebody out there is there anybody that cares?
Isolate, isolate, isolate
Im feeling alone again, am I really alone?
Isolate, isolate, isolate

Smile for me, mine has faded.
Fix me Im broken, my mind is jaded.
I know she's out there, feelings we share.
I know she loves me, but do you really care?
Time keeps ticking, days keep passing us by.
Who will help us? Break through this tribulation.
Suffocation, suffocation, I cant breathe, I cant bbbrrreeeaaatttthhhhheeeeee.

Isolate, isolate, isolate
I feel cut off from the rest of the world.
Isolate, isolate, isolate
Is there somebody out there is there anybody that cares?
Isolate, isolate, isolate
Im feeling alone again, am I really all by myself?

Isolation is killing me, isolation is killing me, isolation is killing me,

Can you hear me calling out?
Isolate.
Silence is a burden, my world of ruin.
Isolate.
Breaking me down, breaking down.
Isolate.
Is this to be my fate?
Isolate.

Is it so late?

I wrote this song back in Nov. 06. I was going through some emails I saved and came across it. It's about the feelings I was experiencing, being parted from my fiance'. (now my ex) Though, at the time we was just apart. The initial break up was in the ending days of February of 07. I felt so alone being away from her and even now, 1yr after the break up, I still feel that aloniess. Just this time, its 10x as bad. They say breaking up is hard to do but, its not. Being the one that's broken up with, is much harder. They also say time heals all wounds. That, is a lie. Time is the open salt shaker, being poured on an open wound that is your heart. Its funny when a break up happens and people expect you to just move on. If only that was so simple the case. Its hard to move on or "just get over it" when you poured everything you have and are into a relationship, only to have it come crashing down at your feet. Making someone your world, your life, your everything, just to have them take that all away and crush your hopes, dreams, and the very future you had planned with that person, is devastating. I used to joke with my friends about people who kill themselves, just because someone broke up with them. The old cliches of, "There's more fish in the sea" are unrealistic. Though, they are more fish in the sea, there is only that one fish that you loved more then anything in the world. When they are gone and no longer want to swim in your part of the sea, it breaks at the very heart of your being. You feel lost and so alone. Things get darker, life gets more painful to bare. I'll never make fun of those sad souls again. It is indeed true, that it takes someone going through a certain situation, to really get what that situation is about. I almost became one of those sad souls. I went through a very deep depression that I saw no end too. I wanted to die, everyday. It took every strength in my being to keep fighting, to keep wanting to live. With some deep down will power and help from a few friends that stuck around me, when I was at my worst, I made it through the dark. Though, my days are a little brighter, that pain remains but, its more bare able. I can function, I can move on. The main thing to remember when you are going through something so traumatic, as a break up, is to remember hope. Hope that things one day will be better and that the sun light will return to chase away the dark that seems so endless. I lost myself, when I lost my fiance' but, I have found me again. The thing is, I was never lost. I was just misplaced, for the time being. I picked up the pieces of my heart and put it back together again. It's still fragile, mind you, but, it's whole. It's never easy to pick up the pieces and start again. Then again, nothing in life is ever easy. If it was, would we truly want to live it? What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Yeah, yeah it does. Maybe a bit more wiser too. I know Iam. Always keep hope alive because if you let it wether, then you truly have nothing. Never give in and never surrender, not even to your pain. Pain, like so many other things in this world, doesn't last forever. It only feels like it does.