i keep hearing choices.

CHOICES.
make a choice.
What if you don't make a choice? and by not making one...that is your choice.??

Where are you at then?!?
your not anywhere you wanna be.
You're just lost & lonely.

That's where i've been most my life.
i don't choose the things that happen in my world....
i just flow along with others choices.

I could be happy and content on a days notice if overviewing the things i've been through.
Then there's you, and i cannot seem to comprehend you.
i am shattered confused by your actions toards me.

The only choice i could make...If i made one.
Would be my escape.

Could you handle it?
Or, could I?

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Did you make a promise to yourself, to feel nothing?
because lately that's all i feel...its gotta be something.
SOMETHING YOUR NOT TELLING ME.

its gotta be, its gotta be...
its gotta be YOU and ME?
i'm something weakkkkkk.