It cut more than I ever thought it would
Although, I never really gave it much thought
I had gotten used to you being around

I close my eyes and relive that conversation over and over
You care about me, just not as much as you care for yourself
I should have seen this coming

I was more attatched to you than even I knew
I always said being close with someone would result in disappointment
I was right again, and I hate myself for it

I guess I deserve this for being so careless
This is what happens when you let your guard down
This is what happens when you don't listen to your head

You left me with this scar and the humiliation that goes with it
I will never look at you the same way
And it's a shame because I loved you so much

But thank you for showing me that I can't trust anyone
You have opened my eyes to the true human nature
I'm back on track and won't fall off again

I have no faith that anyone will ever "always be there" for me
I have no understanding of why that illusion even exists
I have no proof there is a decent person in this world