WHAT TO SAY
there's not much to say anymore
but lots to talk a bout
your always gone
and never there
you expect everyone to be there for you
but every ones getting tired
you do this and you do that
all we are is your replacements
your second hand people
never us first usually not even second
when he takes his time out
you have nothing to do
because everyone has other things to do
more things to feel important about
you say you don't want to hang over at her house
because theirs nothing to do
well sorry to say
its not her its you
your having your fights here and there
and want more from us to be there for you always
but its getting old
your just in it to feel like you got something
but if loosing your friends to get closer to the person
you think you love is more important
then go for it
I try and talk to you
and you tell me things
I'm friends with both of you
so of course I'm going to say everything
but you cant get mad at me
because you do the same thing to me
all you do is expect more
and don't care what people mean to you
you just like the attention
you like to start the drama so bring it on
because I'm not the type to lose
so if you want a battle you got it
tell me what your thoughts are
and ill try to listen
but no promises
if listened to much
and helped you out
but its my time
I'm the one that has to deal
and like always I'm going to do it on my own
that's the only way i can get anything done
the times i try for help it just gets worse
or pushed away for something you think is more important
but news flash
you have all the glory and always will
that is till i get to make decisions for myself
with no rules
you tell me you did this
and had a great time
well that's nice i got to sit on my ass
i get no choices i just get rules
freedom,i don't even know what that means anymore
you say i have it better for a house and family
but whats the point of a house if its jail
what the point of family when no one listens
no one care
they just put on a act
through your whole life nothing to learn from
nothing to say you want to do for your children
just the don'ts
the hurt you will never put on your children
knowing the more limits
the deeper they fall
so just watch what you say
and the things you do
you may not try
but you hurt those who try to care
those who are trying to make things better for themselves
but cant because they are to caught up in every ones shit
Ive learned to cope with lots of stuff
and never really had anyone out there for me
one who cares
until that one special person came
the person i try to help
other than myself
it might be hard to open up
but things have to change
and you cant take a risk without trying
its not like anything worse can happen
Ive learned so much through it all
and finally found someone not only to care for
but someone that cares for me
there might be some thoughts here and there
but they all get pushed away
by all the good times
they way you make me feel
they way i know i can always count on you
the fact that I'm here for you
and want you to open up more
I'm willing to wait for anything
as long as you don't stay down
the thing you need to realize
is the fact I'm not leaving
and never will
i love being around you
holding you
kissing you
just knowing that I'm yours
its still hard to trust
just because of the distance
and its so easy to get lied to
just like the many times in my life
but i stay strong and try and hold on
because i no that even through everything
your still here
at my side
on my mind
and in my heart
and forever you will stay
for my future
and in my past
but having to hold on to the most important moment
right now
the hardest time to go through
the time we need each other most
and hoping to make it through
knowing we will make it
and just waiting for that day
to be together
no rules from others
our own choices
and together we can make mistakes
and together we can help each other threw anything
but the first key to anything
is to be able to help yourself...
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