who i am and what i believe

I am a poet that all I'll ever be
a me that no sees
the one their eyes over look
the one whose words are never spoken but
whose heart is torn open and placed on a page
the same heart thats underappreciated everyday

I am just a boy who can't get any sleep
a no one shrouded in insecruity
I'm entity whose voice has be stolen
and tears sealed as he breaksdown again

I can't call my friend she's in love with the boy
 who haunts my dreams can't call him cause he won't speak to me
The melissa's are out of reach and tomorrow
I'll be forced to listen to the preacher preach
me into sorrow again while forcing a smile

Friendship love promises faith
after all the pain you'd think i'd learn
But no I still believe Its all I can do
I believe in god and
My friends who are true even if
 their not with me

I believe tonight I'm alone but one day
I'll make a home I'll have a lover of my own
I know the ghost of a unrequinted love will fade
and soon I'll smile always