I can’t believe this I got hurt once again,

I meet someone I thought was so sweet.

Turned out to be bad for me, I’m so confused,

I feel like my heart is swollen, I can cry.

I feel like I lost my last breathe,

I breakdown and fall to my knees.

Why me Is what I ask, I let it in,

I blame myself. I am so depressed.

Sometimes I feel like killing myself,

Just to get it over with.

Something to take all my pain and suffering away,

I already lost two people so special close to me:

Now another one.

Its like I lost another angel.

Why its like my kindness became my weakness,

No matter how sweet I am I still get treated;

Like I don’t mean nothing: Like I am shit.

As I sit here and write what I feel,

I smoke a cigar and think;

Bout what could have been and,

Might have been if it was in it for us.

But now I see before we got started it wasn’t meant,

It was just another sceam to get some drama popped off.

I don’t know why cause I didn’t ask for none of this,

I was minded my business alone.

Keeping to myself till u popped in my direction.

I kept cool and didn’t see between the lies,

The type u were. Suppose to be my friend, my partner,

Turned out to be cold and heartless.

It turned out to be just a game, you never really cared,

If you had a heart you would have never done that.

I guess my doubts were true cause it came to life,

I was happy and now all my joy is gone.