All this drama all this pain directed towards me with no caution,
All these haters attacking me for no appointed reason.
As I sit here and tend to my own, keep to my own,
be in my own place in time.
I mediate and keep calm and do what I have to,
Til someone comes up and buggs me.
I know how to get my own but I always get blocked.
People on my back mouthing everyday,
Jumping at me to start drama.
I'm a good person and I never have to prove myself,
I bare my all, give my all, share my all, much love and compassion,
But I guess its never enough it gets abused.
Then people wonder way I break down from time to time,
No one knows cause they dish it out.
After everything I been through it bottles up to make me lose all control.
My nerves start to shake, my eyes start to burn and hurt.
I try to be strong but I guess I'm weak,
My emotions don't know how to show.
Then people wonder why I am strange,
All this and I Break Down.
I'm in a deep path to my distruction but only god knows,
Where I can't do nothing right anymore.
When I do, do things right I always get critized, judged,
Harmed and I feel I can't speak my own mind.
I just feel like I am trapped in a cage with no key,
No way to escape and I wonder is this a nightmare.
Is this really happening to a sweet person like me.
Everything that goes wrong I blame myself when I know,
I haven't done anything at all.
But I guess thats life and what is always said to me that I learned,
You are born to live, Born to die: Life is hard its a struggle to survive,
You have to dodge your enemies to have your own.
Then you have to get all you can get, do all you can do,
Before you die cause after you will never know and, start to regret.
All of this knowledge relates to my life, all the pain still bottles me inside, But I know really why I "Emotionally Broken Down."