Dear Lord:
There are alot of things I could ask for but,
It will take alot of time.
So I am just gonna speak from the heart. If i could or had the chance
to start all over again I would. No more sin and pain.
No more sorrow and drama.
I'd look at things differently. I could change my life around.
I could easily catch the one's that try and think of some dirty things to bring me down. To make me feel low. All my hater's will vanish and leave me alone. I would not have to breakdown and shedd another tear behind closed doors. I will not be able to be verbally attacked for trying and staying me. I'll have my friend's and a special man in my life.
To love me for me. I be able to open up my creative voice and sing a lovely
song. I be the one people pushed away and took advantage of. They will accept me as I am. I'm not greedy or concedied. i know I am beautiful and
deserve nothing but good blessings. I know people will miss me when I come home to be with you. I'll remember them. I wont forget but I'll be in heaven
resting peacefully in peace. Next to my loved ones i missed the most. I know i ask for a lot. But only you know what and where my heart is. The last few days have been heartbreaking and painful. I try to be strong but I'm weak. I need somethin/ someone who can lead me right. I am alone and scared. I need a meanted heart and spirit. I want you know. Someone special back.
But until then I'm gonna keep doing the good I been doing. I've professed my prayers until you.
I love you and thanks for listening. My better and prayer for you.
Amen...