Darkness Surrounds Me‏

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Darkness Surrounds Me‏

My body feels so cold inside and out, darkness surrounds me, a heavy weight on my chest, it's so hard to breath. So many thoughts running through my head, so much to deal with, so little time. I feel as if i am losing my mind, i fight so hard to maintain control, but the fear and darkness are pulling me down. Silent tears streaming down my face, no one knows, no one sees the pain i am going through, for i keep it hidden. No one would understand anyway. I sit here alone as the darkness grows and my chest tightens, my body grows colder, the fear rising, trying to sort through all the twisted, tangled thoughts and emotions that keep haunting me day and night. It's getting harder to breath, harder to maintain control, my body grows a little more tired each day, i feel as if life is slipping away.

July 15th 2009

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Katylove commented on Darkness Surrounds Me‏

08-19-2009

You write in stream.. it's very moving and very honest.. Keep it up...

TwistedAngel

08/19/2009

Ty, glad you like the poem....

Poetry is either something that lives like fire inside you or else it is nothing, an empty formalized bore around which pedants can endlessly drone their notes and explanations.

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