Days Long Past

       For Lanie,     
      My little girl’s gone, and I’m still here, the darkness calls my name. I live in torture, life is too much, it will never be the same. The world I live in she’s Ok and I kiss her every day, but then I realize the fantasy and reality creeps my way. Every day I yearn for her, every day I cry, Shadows lurk and laugh at me as other moms pass me by. Why is life so hard for me, why do people die, my daughter never had a chance, she didn’t get to try. She was gone before we knew, her loving soul was free, her life was meant for something more than anyone could see. I look at my boys and wonder, if they’re the reason for it all, that they’re supposed to be here with me, to comfort and console. My life I guess I could say has a meaning more today, than days long past, completely by years, of suffering and pain.                                                    
  ♥ I love you Lanie Jade Rosenberry ♥                                                  
  ♥' Mommy~                                                        
  P.S. I will never forget you                                                                                    
May 14th 2006