Deception!

Twice you've lied
and twice i've believed you
I don't understand
Why i put myself through the pain

I know you're not perfect
hell no one is
but seriously,
if you can't tell the one you "love" the truth
than what kind of person are you at all

Not only is it bad enough to know you lied
but to find out from one of my good friends!

I can't believe you would put me through that!
Why would you LET me suffer like that?!
Why would you LET me feel like i'm not good enough?!
Why don't you just be honest?!!!

I don't understand what's so hard about it
Just tell me how you feel
don't ignore me
talk to me about it.

If I have done something wrong...
Good Lord just tell me about it!

Don't hide things from me
and keep valuable information secret
because in the end it's going to back fire
and we're both going to be hurt.

we'll both feel like we have nothing to live for
we'll feel like we failed at the most important thing...life
and everything it has to offer.
we both will feel dead

Then, and only then, you'll be sorry
you'll want to take back everything

you'll want to take back everything you said
every tear i've cried
every suicidal thought i've had
you'll want to take back everything

But i have some very sad news
You can't and never will be able to
because it's already done
my heart is already broken

you've already broke it in two
and threw it away

it's too late for apologies
and your pleas for forgiveness
your lies have gotten you too depp
and i'll never again fall for your deception.