I am feeling a lot of new emotions within myself now.
I want to explore these feelings but I am unsure how.
I am not used to taking a lot of chances in my life.
I know that this inability cuts at my soul.
I find that I look forward to just being able to hear from you.
I am not sure where this is going and that makes me feel confused.
I smile each time I think of you, and my heart begins to race.
I find that my loneliness disappear without a trace.
I see you every night as you creep into my dreams.
I am not sure what to do, or what it all means.
I have so many different pulls in my life now and I am confused.
I know that my heart and soul have been left pretty bruised.
I know that we are going to have to move to another level.
I feel different emotions, it’s like being thrown like a pebble.
While I lie down in bed waiting for the clock to say eight.
It seems on days I know he is coming here I can’t wait.
Those nights I get to spend with him are so special for me.
I am totally lost when he comes over and turns the key.
My heart still skips a beat when he kisses my face.
I anticipate our time together whether mine or his place.
When he is around I am lost in these feelings in my heart.
I know it has to happen, but I hate when we are apart.