I miss you
I miss me and you
I miss seeing you
I miss all of the things
We used to be and do
Not just that past couple months
Not the last fatal tough
moments to deal with
sad feelings I feal in
my mind and my soul
I really wish I didn't have to let you go
I wish I could show
you my whole
heart and go no
where cause you are a part
of my spirit, my life
my breath and my sight
All I hear are the fights
But what I see is a fright-
ened little girl's face
Entrapted in a case
Locked by security
Blocked with out a trace
of light
or of love
It's my life
I'd give up
for you
it's true
I wish you
could have knew
The Anthony before he was compelled to do
The thing that is
So hard to forget
I wish I could burn in Hell for this shit
I wish I just had just a little more strength
See my heart had been stabbed in the back with a steak
Knife
Over and over and over again
By women and men and the ones I called friends
but, what makes each day so hard to accept
I made the biggest mistake as big mistakes could get
I thought you were a scoundrel
Trying to hurt me too
I didn't know you still thought maybe
I could be with you.
What I thought was hate, mistrust and disception
Was really dying love, from a sweet girl upset with
the things I have done
The Thoughts I have thought
The love I have crushed
The life I have sought
Should've I gotten caught
with a smack to the head
Been left for dead
on my back
in my bed
If it gives you a chance
to love me again
to be my soulmate
to be my sweet friend
Then I take it away
with each tear that I type
I give you my life
to do what you like
Treat it right
And maybe I can get a little sleep at night
No more day dreams
of you saying
You want to try it a third time
You have realized your love story
You don't want to settle the score e-
ven with the pain in the past
We will move forward and last
Until the end of time
I'll be yours
You'll be mine
Everything will be fine
I'll bet a quarter, nickel and a dime
Together we will reach 40, 50, seventy-two, ninety-eight
Each day I will be rejoyed the day we decided not to wait
And see if we could live from each other apart
Ever since I met you, you gained control of my heart
You breathed it life, You continue it's existance
Without you Anthony Doria no longer fits in
This world we live in
The love you've given
Keeps me alive when life looks grimmest
All I can say, Please don't be finished
Take a break from our relationship but,
Please Please, don't quit it
Don't give up on the greatest love story
ever to be written
Your a kitten
and I'm a pup
We have a lot of growing up
to do so please don't give up
Just take time to heal
See how you feel
I know the third time around
Will be the charm and we will
Understand why we met that one day
Your ultimate beauty kept my silliness at bay
What do you say?
Could we just take some time off
Let whatever pains heal
Grow to a mature cat, an adult size dog.
Instead of running into a relationship
Try to take a small walk
Down the beach
I could reach
For your hand
As we talk
Everyday things
What happenness means
We will gently explore
Our Hearts and feelings
We'll find our favorite restaurant
We'll soon find our song
But, best of all you might discover
That you loved me all along