My Bestfriend, My Mom

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    My Bestfriend, My Mom

    Seven years ago I lost my best friend
    she was the one who held me together,
    who got me through think and thin.
    Her name was Bonnie and she was my Mom.

    She passed when I was 15.
    It was then my life was torn apart.
    There has not been one day
    that I haven't thought of her,
    that I haven't told her I love her.

    My mom was and still is
    my idol and my hero.
    I miss her more and more
    with every seconds passing.

    My heart still breaks when I think of her,
    but I know she's in a better place.
    I feel her presence surround me
    like she is hugging me once more.

    Tears fall from my eyes
    everytime I think of her.
    I wonder why she had to go
    and leave me here alone

    She was the best woman I've ever known.
    No one could ever compare.
    She had the biggest heart of gold.
    No matter what she was always there.

    She always told me she loved me,
    that I was her princess.
    She told me she was proud of me
    and for a daughter I was the best.

    I was with her in the end.
    I was holding her hand when she left.
    To this day I still feel her hand in mine
    and sometimes it makes me a mess.

    I could never forget my Mom
    she was my bestfriend,
    and there will never be a day
    that I don't tell her I love her.

    So until we meet again
    I will think of her every day,
    and knowing that she loves me
    will help me through the rest of my days.

    By Natasha L. Bosko  12-06-09
    Dedicated to Bonnie L. Fingar....My Mom...My Bestfriend!
    I LOVE YOU!

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    TheShowMan commented on My Bestfriend, My Mom

    12-07-2009

    From this story I notice you where very close to your mom and that you thought the world of her and she thought the world of you as well. At least you have many memories of her to remember and even though she was only in your life for 15 years, you will take what you have learned from her to use for the rest of your life. This is a very deep story, and it must have been hard on you to be the last person she was with before she passed away. I'm sure she misses you just as much, but she is with you in spirit.

    tierra7 commented on My Bestfriend, My Mom

    12-07-2009

    Oh Nat, this wrenched at my heart....i cry with you...i breathed in your sorrow....your words stabbed at my heart..." I was with her in the end.I was holding her hand when she left.To this day I still feel her hand in mine and sometimes it makes me a mess." if i as a mother, could be there...for you as a friend.... i would give ya a long needed and deserved (((hug))) ....i felt the sadness you felt ....and i can only know of that undesired pain.... as you were writin' this... to be like the spirit that we all are in some form or another.....i know your mom felt this pain as well......she had no control of her death...she only had control of her Love....just as you...her Love for you continues......not even Worldly Death can displace that Love...Nat, place your hand over your heart...Listen...Feel...Look at the reflection in a mirror....sweetie, that is what she left you...and that is where she will reside...forever more......you are soooo Loved.... Love N Light, Terra @}-'-,-, (10+ )

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