My life

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My life

I live trying to make sense of my life.
I have both a broken home and a broken heart.
Only 16 and I've seen most of the bad things this World has to offer.
I've witness rape, I've witness death.
It was all so vivid
The harder I try to forget the more I see it.

I've lived through unimaginable fear and Unbearable tears. Imagine so much blood you could Taste it in your mouth.
Imagine so much tears you could drown in it.
It all keep pushing me to the ground.
I try to scream, yell, shout.
But no word comes out.
No shoulder to cry on.

I often ask myself why do I always live to see Tomorrow.
I always think that one day it will all burst out.
Those unresolved issues
Those unexplained feelings.
I've seen my share of pain. My life is a perfect
Example of it. Still I wonder why I sleep and Wake up fine.
A life with no meaning is no life.
So again I wonder why.

But one thing I do know is if pain is the source Of strength, then I have a whole lot of it.

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redbloodink commented on My life

09-04-2010

Let me say I have great respect for this write..... I have seen so much pain in my life as well...... I just want to say this to you though..... There is love in this world and it can be shared... For there was death and violence though out all of time and it seems by your write that you would rather not be part of that.... Which leads me yo believe that you know the world of people deserve to see the love of God rather then the hate that has been trying to take over the world...... I hope you never lose heart in wanting to better yourself in life then take part of such pain that hate can cause others...... peace love and light to you and all of your family and people around you young man...... Keep writing and creating cause that blesses Jesus in Gods' most high name ..... redboodink

sandro007

03/20/2011

thank you... and i hope everything is better for you now

Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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