sad and don't know why

I feel so sad and I don't know why.
I feel down almost every day of my life.
I have a void in my heart that can never be filled.
My heart is hollow and no one wants to get in.
I feel mad for no reason and I have no one to calm
My nerves.

I keep wondering if I'll grow up to be an Emotional bum. It's hard to feel confident about yourself
When the one two people who ever believed in you Are never there.
It's hard to say "yes I can" when everyone around you think otherwise.
And are always ready to see you fail

I feel lonely and unhappy
I keep going around and around
Looking for a shoulder to cry one
But it's all like a circle.
I feel like drowning and no one ever comes to
My rescue.
Everyday I want to scream but what's the use
For no one will ever hear.
It's like I was born in loneliness and raised in The dark.
For my life is filled with pain and unbearable Shock.