I’ve been to the deepest part of the sea.
Have been someone else but me.
I’ve cried when no one else could feel the pain inside;
Suicide can only subside.
I had smiles turn into frowns.
Emotions held by a crown.
Hold my hands as the world crashes down;
Captured by the sins on the ground.
I guess I felt his pain
When dreaming of being drench in the rain.
A vision I will always contain.
The white flower sits quietly sane.
And I tried my best to be seen by the people — I’m choking on the scene.
Promise I won’t weep.
I won’t let it smear,
Drying my eyes from the drops of tears.
Stabbing myself because no one cares.
Trying to get back on my feet;
Don’t have the mouth when I want to speak.
Standing for myself has become cheap.
Feeling joy cause misery is gone.
Stronger for what I have become.