Oh, how crazy you make me.

 
I want you so bad

The need to have you is like fire in my veins.

You make my body scream with desire.

I both want to run to you

And away from you.

Needing so badly to have you inside me,

But knowing one touch,

just one soft brush of your fingers

will be my undoing.

My passion pools deep in my belly

Settling between my legs.

I watch your mouth move,

Your eyes sparkle.

When you wet your lips

I shiver with desire.

Your words are lost on the wind

I only here the rapid beat of my heart

And the deep growl in my head.

“Take him, take him, now”

“Capture his lips with yours”

“Stop his words with your tongue”

Oh how I want....

But just before I move to touch heaven,
your words ring painfully clear.

“She is my life.”
You say.
“I love her”
You tell me.

A deceptive smile
A gentle touch to your hand
“Then you should be with her”
I cheerfully advise.

How many years must I indure?
How many women will it take?
When, Oh God, When will you see me!

Heartbreak after heartbreak
and I am still here!
Wanting, needing, longing
for just one touch!

And as you send me into a frenzy
with your soft smile and friendly hug,
I will swear "Never again"!
I will promise to move on,
leave you to your own devices!


Only to break that oath
When you call at midnight,
lonely and looking for your "best friend".
Only to race over to you
when your sick in bed.
Only to be your shoulder, your rock
when the next one breaks your heart.


Yes, I will be there,
Holding back my desire

your friend.