Confused

I thouht that my love for you was through
but sadly I'm not over you.

I never truely ran far from the rain
my heart never fought away the pain.

I can't help but remember you protecting me from my fears
through those memories come the tears.

The pain of losing yu doesnt seem to pass
It feels like I'm sleeping on a bed of glass.

I try to find the words that just seem best
To control my heart from beating through my chest.

I long to have your hands on my hips
I even miss kissing your tender lips.

As i try to force you out my mind
my hearts sings to that its your to find

Whats is it about you? I just dont know
why is it so hard to let you go?

For you always my soul will call
Now till the end of time the tears will fall

I'm slowly fading in the rain
hoping that it will wash away my pain