Forgiven

Safely tucked within your arms
Blissfully enduring each tender touch
Knowingly sinning from minutes to hours
Twisting my hands inside yours
Silently praying for time to stop
Free from barriers but buried into you
Breaths breathed heavy, escaping into the night
Candles casting a heavy glow
Terpsichore along the walls
Embraced in your tight grasp
I drifted away to another sparkling journey
Held in bewilderment
Blanketed in warming sentiments

Awakened in the dawn I rolled but to find
A bed that swears you were there
But sleep fit not in your devilish agenda
Your heart grew wings and away it flew
Flashing in my mind the night rewinds
I try endlessly to find where I went wrong
Disheartened I admit it was long ago
The moment your lips curled into a smile
The instant you wiped my hair from my forehead
All the tenderness you swore would never be broken

Lost from the beginning of what is now the ending
Lies of anguish, your disturbing logic
Linger will the memories of what I held dear
Memories of what I envisioned to be our future
Clustered become the clouds in their all their grayness
Welled in my eyes were rivers
Walled was an entrance to my world, my heart
Shielded from all was I into myself
Frayed are the threads that held a fragile hope
Disillusioned was a picture of a wholeness
Nonexistant a future we spoke of forever and beyond
An eternity without who I wanted you to be
Foolishly I fell for the most painful of bluffs
Weeding my garden of your poisonous thorns


A need you had become, a dream I dreamed
In a moment, a tick tock, a blink
The adventure became a nightmare
A creature with an acid like kiss
One smooch and the heart decays
Sacrificed was a pureness so profound
Left singed in the fire of your burning selfish desire
Damned was my soul to your collection
Inhaled into the charred remains of a human like body
Lost in that dungeon of darkness
Alone with a torture device called love
Watching it snap, hiss, and bite
Simulating your snake like character
Eyes closed pleading for fiction
Realization stung as this was far from
Left pale and bleeding, indeed forsaken
Suffocation of more than my breath
A picture I had, burned, faded, gone

The devils temptation, dark contention
Inherently evil, cursed by your darkness
Burned and used, price now paid
I bought the price on the tag
Taxes were outrageous
Nights went by with not a wink of my eyes
You left me then and now time has passed
Now I can leave you behind as well
I bit the worm and swallowed the hook
Released again into the sea
With no debate now I swim far
Wounds about now mended
Scars are lasting but as my heart was left beating
I'll go on living
You'll always be a sorrow in my soul
A wishful gander at what might have been
A hold on my next belief of found love
However your inflicted torment of my body
Your rape of my wholeness
Pricks and jabs to drain me of my hearts fuel
Devilish nature and wicked spells of hell
Forgiven are you now all in the time to me given
However
if wishes come true
Youll die a thousand horrendous
Torturous
Atrocious
DEATHS