Eyes rimmed with red,

Tear stricken face,

Puffy lips from sobs of pain that you wouldn’t understand.

You might know needles and hospitals but this burden of pain is from the soul,

It’s not something you would understand.

If I was that bad why did you date me in the first place?

I’m moody, emotional, unstable, crazy and clingy,

Did anyone ever think that some of those are what make me, well, me?

No?

My point exactly.

I’m sorry okay.

How many times do I gotta say it?

I won’t grovel,

I won’t get on my knees for you,

No, that’s just degrading.

I shouldn’t have to,

I shouldn’t even be apologizing.

Yet here we are again and my sorry isn’t enough,

You just wanna get take my v-card and leave,

I’m convinced.

If that’s not true than prove me otherwise.

Granted, I’m no better than you,

Although come to think about it,

I don’t cheat.

I feel so broken inside,

Nothin feels right,

Can’t stop thinkin about you,

It’s not fair,

Why’d I pick you to fall in love with?

Why?