starting over

  Im so tired of remembering what could have been
Every night i lay down to sleep
  I feel you holding me deep in your arms
As i sit all alone and weep.

I am proud of letting you go on your own
  Knowing i am the cause of your pain
If only i could have truly known
  I would have kept from driving you insane.

  I am going far away from your love now
Wondering alone thru the night
  Hoping your heart will somehow allow
You to love again and continue on with your fight.

Ill miss you forever deep inside my soul
  And ill hold dear every moment i was able to spend
You forever are the one man in life, who was able to make me whole
  Im just so sorry for me that it had to end!