I feel like my footing has been snatched from under me
I'm suffocating hope, she's demanding release, she wants to be free
You see I've seen many storms but this by far is the worse
No sunshine only rain, is this some sort of curse?
Trying to contain my emotions but like a balloon i'm ready to burst
The solutions are evading me and the problems are rampant
Confusion, delusion, the sheer drama I cant stand it
I know God is able but where is his hand in this?
Wearing a smile outwardly
Begging my tears not to tell on me
Its as though the gods of darkness have cast a spell on me
Inwardly im screaming but no one knows
Handcuffing my feelings-deceptive i know but i cannot let them show
Soar above this damn it I must
Reclaiming and resurrecting my integrity in this you can trust
Hitting harder than a hammer and i'll get that nail
With success being my target,I dont intend to fail
My hand is to the plow pushing the obstacles as hard as i can
And when i've done all....STILL I MUST STAND