All alone I sit and cry
All alone I wonder why
Why did I put my heart on my sleeve, again?

My chest hurts form the sobes
My eyes burn from the tears
Why did I not listen to Yvette?

I just want to lay
In blisful oblivion
Why won't the words stop repeating in my mind?

Humiliation is what I feel
How he made me feel so cheap
Why can't I forget hom he made my body sing?

With every touch I cam alive a little more
With each hurtful word he killed me too
Why did he treat me like that?

Since that night I havn't been able to sleep
Sitting in bed thinking of all the wonderful things he did to me
Why did he have to cheapen it?

Did he plan on hurting me
Did he not want to come back
Why did he ruin it, after how he treated me that way did he think I would welcome him back?

I cry out in frustration, "Leave me alone. Let me be. I am so very tired!"
But the words won't stop repeating in my mind
Why can't I just die!