Disclosure
Too strict and unforgiving she left me
The pain of that moment keeps reemerging
Try to clarify, define and elaborate to my friends what happened
But they don’t understand and draw conclusions
So now I keep it to myself, a Hidden Self
Never to reveal the story or feelings again
Secretly reliving traumatic events over the lose of her Love
Unreasonable and always painful
It’s my private experience I keep to myself,
My thoughts, my feelings and desires to get her Love back
The subconscious teases me with dreams of her loves return
What was justified in braking my Heart
My tone of voice, gestures and posture tell my friends I’m still hurting
Yet they never ask
My habits and mannerisms tell them I need their help
Yet not one is willing to give me the comfort I need
So my posture around them changes and my silence over takes them
Even if I ignore them
Can’t help it when around other people
Maybe I’ve just been turned into an unknown self
If the one’s I choose to be in my life can’t be confided in
Then who do I seek out
For comfort, advice, maybe a little understanding if not some Understanding
The pain of that moment keeps reemerging
Try to clarify, define and elaborate to my friends what happened
But they don’t understand and draw conclusions
So now I keep it to myself, a Hidden Self
Never to reveal the story or feelings again
Secretly reliving traumatic events over the lose of her Love
Unreasonable and always painful
It’s my private experience I keep to myself,
My thoughts, my feelings and desires to get her Love back
The subconscious teases me with dreams of her loves return
What was justified in braking my Heart
My tone of voice, gestures and posture tell my friends I’m still hurting
Yet they never ask
My habits and mannerisms tell them I need their help
Yet not one is willing to give me the comfort I need
So my posture around them changes and my silence over takes them
Even if I ignore them
Can’t help it when around other people
Maybe I’ve just been turned into an unknown self
If the one’s I choose to be in my life can’t be confided in
Then who do I seek out
For comfort, advice, maybe a little understanding if not some Understanding
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