The Day Of It All

One wall
Two walls
Three walls
Four...
O my god i cant take this anymore
if ever i had a time i wish
you would fade away it is now.

Could you hurry it up
and careful not to make a sound

I laugh
I cry

Banging my head wondering why

Your love sucks
and so do i
there goes my reason
of wondering why you stay

is this the life you made

Sorry to tell you
but you are no King
and i am not a drive thu

so you cant have it your way


Sorry bout that
cause i know when its done
and the screaming stops

Its in your bed i lay

wondering what makes me feel this way
you hurt me , and yet we love even harder

hard screams
become soft touches

Harsh words
become part of a tender feel

what makes this such an odd balance
it keeps me feeling surreal

what was i thinking.....what was on your mind
All of this feels like a waste of time

you can shut up now
i'm not listening
and i know you stoped
like 20 mins ago.

You think i dont listen
heck neither do you

we fight
just to have a reason to talk
we talk just to have a reason to make love

we make love just to have a reason

to have a reason.........

Janet Dawson