Pure ignorance of my part
to have seen your face
and not wondered
what other lips have kissed it
when I was gone.
Six months, and I still believe
you love me like
you once swore you did.
But your presence says otherwise,
and im not too sure
what to think.

Others tell me that
you have found another soul,
and left mine shattered on your
bedroom carpet;
stepping on my innocence
any chance you get
because I am still here,
and you wish me to see you
make me a fool.

I once said "I Love You"
and yet I think I am stuck in that moment
because anything beyond that point
I know not of.

You simply laugh in my face
telling others
you have not seen
me cry for you.
And that is true.
You have changed me in
so many ways
that I no longer recognize
that person that mocks me
in my mirror,
angry at me for losing you;
telling me,
I hate who I am without you.
And THAT is true.

I have seen your eyes
wander off in directions
unseen by my vision.
You are hypnotized
by the presence
of a third kind...

And who is she?
In what moment did she
capture your heart?
How did she find you and
pull you away from my home?
Does she share the same
feelings as me?

And how do u feel about her?