My knees are weak, I couldn’t get the right words to speak
Went beyond my limitations, yet received rejection.
Yes, I feel bad….i shouldn’t have expected
This is the feeling of being dejected!

Im standing on the same ground again
Left with a scar in my heart
Letting my eyes and heart fall apart
My mind racing…it needs to depart.

I don’t understand why im feeling so bad
When I know that this is not supposed to be
These feelings are not allowed, it should not come out of the open

I know I am stuck in this rut again
Getting frustrated with love unrequited
I think I’m stuck in this predicament for life…for good!
I’m doomed to feel this way forever.

Scorned……..yes that’s how I feel,
I am standing stranded on the same ground.
With no one else to hold on to…..
Don’t know if this is right…but I feel I was just placed at the right side.

Try to think of it as a learning experience
I should know my limitations and stick to my conditions.
What I have promised before I should uphold
And never lose track of what it holds.

It could be painful that feelings, relationships and love is not responded to
All the effort, sleepless nights, tears and energies wasted!
Hopeless…that’s what I feel now
Helpless…that I cannot be found!
~~~phoenix 2007