No Longer Happy

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No Longer Happy

Never knew that in the end of everything,
Things would remain the same,
Never knew of all the hurt filled times,
Things would remain so dark and in vain,
How can you change anything?
When you, yourself cannot even see the things?
I asked for happiness and now look at me,
you were meant as a friend,
it should of stayed that way,
I don't want this anymore,
its confusing me so,
You say you love me,
yet you wont change even for love,
sometimes I wish that things would have stayed the same,
I never thought that things would be like this,
you say everything is perfect,
Well, I got news for you,
Its not,
You drive me nuts,
always saying what you think,
always saying what you want,
but what about what I want?
Or do you not even care about that?
is it because you like how things are?
or is it because of the way you have control over things?
Sometimes I wish for death sooner then it should come,
because in the end, it would be better then having to deal with how you treat me.

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Poetry is not the expression of personality but an escape from personality.

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

BeeJaiJaqui’s Poems (103)

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Happy Birthday, Favorite! 0
Real Feelings 0
Hurting 0
Only Human 0
Returning Family 0
Only Be A Friend 0
A Birthday Wish For A Special Person 0
No Longer Happy 0
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Can't Stop... 0
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Loved and Lost 0
Loosing Hope 0
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Time and His Love 1
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Forever My Sisters 0
Always and Forever 1
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Love Forever 1
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I Love You More 0
When Two Hearts Meet 0
One Last Time 0
No More Happiness 0
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Letting Go 0
I Am 0
Darkness is Here 0
Your Last Breath 0
Your Choices 0
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Without You 0
Why 1
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When We Were Tight 0
Whatever Happens 0
What I May Be 0
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Time 0
The Way You Hurt Me 0
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The Life of an O.G. 2
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The Last Good-Bye 0
The Last Chance 0
The Final Good-Bye 0
Something's On My Mind 0
Running Away 2
Pain TOO Great 1
Our Love 0
One Day At A Time 0
My Sister 0
My Love For You 0
My Love 0
My Little Friend 1
My Life 0
My First, My Last 0
My 1 True Friend 0
My #1 Best Friend 0
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Forget What Was Said 0
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