Out Of My Head

Every day goes by just as it should
But you're always on my mind
If I could forget about you I would
I wish for it all the time
My heart still bleeds for you the same
As it did from the first day
In my mind pops up your name
I just want it to go away
Your face haunts my dreams at night
I wake up with tears pouring down
I try so hard to put up a fight
And keep my feet on the ground
I keep myself busy to block the pain
But it always comes back to me
My love for you will always remain
And I'm down on bended knee
I wish and pray and beg for you
To get out of my head
I really hope it happens soon
Before I end up dead
My broken heart still barely beats
Shattered into a million shards
I can hardly stand on my two feet
Living without you seems too hard
What am I supposed to do
Without kissing those soft lips?
Who am I without you?
I keep asking myself this
Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
My soul is slowly bleeding
Wishing you were there
I don't know how to let you go
I can't make this go away
How was I supposed to know
That I could ever feel this way?
You were wrong so many times
I knew this all along
But still I let you feed me lines
Because I wasn't strong
It hurts so much to know you're gone
And you'll never feel the same
And all the times that you were wrong
And playing little games
I never told you I was right
Because I didn't want you mad
I pushed away all my pride
But I still ended up sad
I see it now through my tears
That we weren't meant to be
I'm realizing all my fears
Are now my reality
But still I love you every day
No matter what I try
I will always feel this way
You're the reason that I cry
But none of that matters now
Cause you will never be mine
I just hope someday somehow
I can get you out of my mind