This Is Not Goodbye

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This Is Not Goodbye

You, I know you, better than you think
Me, you know me, but as quick as I blink
You, you leave me, like everyone else
And I, I go back to being all by myself
You researched me, dug deep in my soul
Found out the secrets I hid long ago
You saw in me what noone ever saw before
One word from you and I let it all pour
You reached into my heart and healed the wounds
Planted the seeds and made the pink roses bloom
Made my eyes twinkle with every word you said
And since the first day, you've been in my head
You made me view the world in such a new light
Made me see there is a reason to stay strong and fight
You held me down with your gentle warm hands
Made me feel like I was floating above land
Cloud nine was my home, even if for just a while
I think back to it and can't help but smile
My world completely changed, but you, you didn't see
The happiness you truly had given to me
I smile, yes I smile, and through all the pain
A little bit of hope will always remain
I won't forget the faith you instilled in my heart
And even though we are still kept oceans apart
The advice that you give me, I'll always follow
But you won't ever know how much my heart is hollowed
So I, Now I sit here, a block in my mind
Stuck here forever, and frozen in time
I pray every night for you to always be happy
Even if it means it won't ever be with me
"Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name
Please keep him far away from the world's vicious games
Please rescue him the same way he rescued me
Just give him a chance to finally be free
Open his eyes to the beauty of the sunshine
Take the pain from his heart and put it in mine"
You, I miss you, I know it won't ever fade away
Me, do you miss me, do you think of me each day?
Life, my life without you is nothing but just rain
And even when we talk, I know it's not the same
Pain is no stranger, for I have known it all my years
I lost the only person who could dry all of my tears
Words, every word that you have ever said to me
Is forever embedded, stuck inside my memory
Nothing, not one single thing will ever compare
To the hero that I lost, I am fully aware
Heart, my heart is bleeding, though you can never know
As much as I shall miss you, I can never let it show
Poems, all these poems, I wrote them all for you
To prove to you that every single word I say is true
Mistake, one mistake, the biggest ever made
If I could turn back time, I'd go right back to that day
Sorry, yes I'm sorry, I've said it so many times
You changed your heart and broke mine at the drop of a dime
Easy, it was easy for you to simply turn away
But me, I'm broken and I miss you every day
Tears, the tears keep flowing, from a cold and lifeless soul
I am reminded of you in everything and everywhere I go
Constantly hoping this was somehow just a dream
And I will wake up soon and you'll be here with me
Though I know it won't happen, the thought keeps me alive
So no matter what should happen, I will not say goodbye

 

 

 

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When power leads man towards arrogance, poetry reminds him of his limitations. When power narrows the area of man's concern, poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of existence. When power corrupts, poetry cleanses.

John F. Kennedy (1917-1963) Thirty-fifth President of the USA

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