I loved you; why are you letting me go?

Even as I walk away; you never say ‘No!’

I won’t see your face for a while,

Even as I scream in my heart, my face still shows a smile

I’m in denial of the pain you put me through

The pain of having to go a day without you

You jump I jump; you said so pure

But I guess it was too much, and I’m just not sure.

You said you loved me, but didn’t take the jump

Every time I try to speak about you, I get a lump.

Maybe I should ask a poet, for I must have done something wrong.

You changed everything, and now my world seems empty, so wrong

I never wanted to part, but what else could I do?

Showing no emotion, that is the key to how I feel

You were the first one you ever really loved, damn you!

I never knew that having you would end up to be this kind of a deal.