Seeing the light at the end of a long dark tunnel
So close but yet so far
Taking one step towards it and two steps away from it
Having the strength and the courage to continue because of...


Time is the good and the evil
That small moment in time that it takes to see the light and arrive at it can be a life time. Or just feel like one.
Waiting for tomorrow
Waiting on time
Waiting to breathe again
Waiting to dance again
Waiting to be seen waiting
Waiting to talk that talk, walk that walk, drink that drink, laugh that laugh
Waiting for that feeling again
Waiting to not be afraid to wait
Waiting to not be afraid to want
Waiting to not be afraid...
Waiting for the courage
Waiting to not want to wait and being unable to not wait.


Time is the good and the evil
Time heals
Time hurts
Moments, Hours, Days, Weeks, Months, Years
Can all go by in a flash
Yet can take a life time. Or just feel like one.


What is a little while?
When is tomorrow?
"Take one day at a time", they say... As if two or three were possible
"Tomorrow is another day", they say... I am sure there is a point in this statement but I just don't know what it is. Except the obvious which is useless.
"Bide your time", they say... WTF - Bide is a verb that means to endure or encounter favorably. HUH, sounds good. Try it.


The anticipation in the waiting
The virtue of patience
The quiet in the waiting
The loud roar of silence in the waiting
The education in the waiting
The pleasure in the waiting
the Pain in it all


The wisdom is in understanding the time
The courage and strength is in the waiting


The blessing in knowing it is worth the wait.

Still Here Just Waiting