When it comes to that next high,
you move forward with anticipation,
like an electric chair,feeling the
next fry.

Your sucked up on empty,like
a car running without gas,the
first organ to deplete,is the
muscle holding up your ass.

Friends and family see this
self-destruction,while your
heart screams more, for
guidance and instruction

"I get more done,""It gives me energy,"
"I eat everyday",These are the deceptions
you make yourself believe,with this
pace your setting,what will happen
next,will be hard to believe.

Don't think for a moment that
your dealer is your best friend,
they talk behind your back,
calling you a tweaked-out
money-bringing fiend.

I'd say by reading this,these
are qualities one would hope
to dismiss.

Why keep partying ,till the last
drop of blood is shed,A much
quicker killer,would be pulling
a trigger,with a gun pointed
to your head.

It doesn't matter what walk of
life you've had,rich,poor,abused
or neglected,these have been
unforeseen trials that have
been lifelong interjected.

There comes a point in time,
in which you must dig deep
within,to find that once good
person,you have chosen to
suspend.

It wont be easy,there's another
who also resides inside,the
one who wears the horns,
setting fire to your pride.

You have to make a choice,
before it's too late,or the last
look you'll see,will be family
and friends viewing your
wooden crate.