Crumpled in bed all alone
Tears stream down her face
Ripped apart from the inside
And can't escape this horrible place

She can't take her hand away
From her painfully now empty tummy
She laughs at the sickening irony
But, truly, nothing is funny

No one knows, she can't bear to share
The terrible fate, the terrible news
Now it's too late to fix everything
The lost love is an ugly bruise

A relationship lost, a love failed
He refused to stay and kept walking out
She had no clue she was with his child
But about loving him she had no doubt

"I'm sorry it's gone" said the doctor sadly
Emotions ran quick sitting on the table
All alone, in shock, in horror
No matter the pain she had to stay stable

She thought back to him
And what he would think
Why in the hell did he leave?!?!
Tears grew thick the more she would drink

Mad at herself, mad at God
Why take her beautiful baby?
Gone before she knew what she had
All in some great plan?....Maybe

She wasn't good enough for him to keep
But she tried with all her might
But no matter what she said or did
It always seemed to start a fight

How does she tell him the terrible news
Or maybe she shouldn't at all
The he was going to be a Daddy
And we would've had it all

She never planned for such an event
But her love for him was deep and strong
She would've loved to give him a son
But I guess she was dreaming wrong

She gathered herself off the hospital table
In shock as she changed out of the gown
It didn't hit her til on the way home
And then it went nowhere but down

The crying began, heaving and sobbing
She could barely hang on to the keys
She opened the door and took a few steps
It hit her hard and she dropped to her knees

"Oh God, why, through all my life,
I've dealt with the blows that you handed me.
But why this, why now, why me
Why take my precious baby away from me?"

It wouldn't have worked he said, we are too very different
They couldn't see eye to eye to save them
Little did they know they created a life
But it was too late she was scared of him

For days on end her only thought
Is of that precious baby lost
She's ripped in painful emotion
Her life, her husband, her baby, the cost

She lays in bed all alone
Tears stream down her face
She gently touches her empty belly
Trying to escape this lonely place