Again
Pain and darkness are my friends once again.I tried to keep happy, but it didn’t work.
I am alone now and forever.
Light will no longer shine in my life.
There will be no twinkle in my eye.
No more smiles just tears.
The tears will not be because I’m happy.
They are there because of pain and suffering,
I can no longer.
Parts of my heart and mind are starting to shut down.
Soon I will be back in my little corner.
No more happiness just sorrow.
No more love just hatred.
I grew to hate these emotions,
Because they are so familiar.
The birds will no longer chirp.
I no longer will be able to hear happiness.
I will never feel again all of this,
Because of you.
Sometimes I wonder if you really care.
You don’t know my past,
But now it is too late.
I am disappearing.
I am disappearing.
Soon I will not remember,
My family, my friends or my self.
It will all go away,
Once I find a way to leave.
Don’t seat and pretend like you know and understand me.
Because I know it is not true.
I know you don’t care.
So goodbye feelings,
Goodbye light,
And goodbye Junell.
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